So Tell

So tell me—
from them, I know of the back to you
and the inside of me.
Through it all, I tell you so—
this is the possible way to think,
to make sense of the chaos we’re in.
Find something wrong that I haven’t seen—
will you go? Will you stay?
Tell me so.

Rare it was, the way we collided,
and mine shall find its way back to you.
Tell me more—over and about,
the secrets, the shadows,
the things we’ve left out.
No one else to meet, no one else to know,
just me, trying and trying
to grasp what you won’t show.

All I’ve wanted, all I’ve ever done,
all I’ve tried to tell but never spun.
Am I lying to myself?
Are you crying somewhere else?
The stillness of my heart seeks a way
out of the dark,
but the shadows remain,
clinging like memories of pain.

All I’ve ever wanted—it's you, so hard,
a desire that cuts deeper than scars.
But here we are, lost in the fog,
a maze of words,
a riddle I cannot solve.
Tell me, please—am I the fool,
or are we both lost in the rules
of a game we didn’t know we were playing?

The rare, the raw, the things we fear—
tell me, love, are you still here?
Or have you vanished into the haze,
leaving me to wander in this daze?

All I’ve ever wanted is you—so hard,
a truth I hide behind every guard.
But the more I try, the more I fall
into the silence, into the stall
of wanting you without a name,
without a promise, without a claim.

So tell me, will you stay or go?
Can we find a way to make it so?
Or will I be left here, chasing ghosts,
lost in the echoes of what I wanted most?